By Michael Emelio, Guest Columnist
It’s my hope that this column can serve as a powerful example of the harm that can be caused when people are denied adequate pain management. And in so, I pray that it also serves as a lesson to doctors and is something that our lawmakers, CDC and DEA will take a moment to seriously consider.
To understand the full magnitude of the damage that’s been caused, I implore you to read a guest column I wrote last year, in which I described how the opioid medication I take for intractable back pain was rapidly tapered to a lower dose, leaving me bedridden and disabled.
It’s high time that the harm being inflicted on me and other innocent victims of the opioid crisis is both acknowledged and stopped!
While I can totally sympathize with a doctor’s fear of repercussions from the DEA, there comes a point where it’s no longer a valid or acceptable excuse. One of those points is when a doctor, with no medically valid reason, refuses to sufficiently treat a person’s pain and it results in harm to that patient.
And when a doctor refuses to prescribe a reasonable opioid dose (especially one that is within the CDC opioid guideline) and it causes a patient’s condition to significantly worsen, how are they not responsible for that harm?
Speaking with other patients, I’ve been hearing a familiar story quite a bit lately. So much in fact, that it appears to be becoming an epidemic. Doctors with no medically valid reason are either failing or refusing to prescribe even within the CDC’s 90 MME guideline, while using the same old “well the DEA threatens to take our licenses away” excuse.
Not only is it getting old, but it’s getting people hurt and worse. And when I say that excuse is killing me, I may just mean literally!
Since the tapering started, I’ve gained 55 pounds and my blood sugar and cholesterol have soared to alarming rates. So in addition to all the things I can no longer do and my pain and suffering increasing, I’m now at risk of both heart disease and diabetes. Irrefutably, this is a direct result of being bedridden 24 hours a day due to the med cuts.
But it doesn’t stop there. Adding insult to injury, these med cuts are also robbing me of the only chance I have to improve my condition.
Surgery Not An Option
It cannot be emphasized enough that I’ve seen several highly-acclaimed surgeons, who are absolutely unanimous in what options I have. They’ve all said the same thing: Surgery is not an option for me and due to the nature of my condition I should avoid any invasive procedures as they can make my pain worse. This includes spinal injections, radiofrequency ablation, spinal cord stimulators and pain pumps, to name a few.
They’ve all said that the only viable options I have left are pain meds and physical therapy. The latter is essential because “mobility is crucial to help reduce the pain and improve function.” And to slow my rate of deterioration, I should do “as much physical therapy as possible.”
So by denying me the ability to complete physical therapy due to his forced med cuts, my doctor is not only robbing me of my only chance for improvement, he is directly causing my condition to worsen at an accelerated rate. Despite explaining all of this to him, my doctor informs me that he still plans on reducing my meds even further!
On what planet does this make any sense whatsoever? When you consider all the aspects of my condition and the damage the previous met cuts have already caused, how can this be helpful in any way, yet be a necessary or even a reasonable course of action?
Especially when I’m only at 60 MME, which is considerably less than the CDC’s 90 MME guideline. Furthermore, I’ve been a patient of his for over a year and a half and have proven to take my medications responsibly the entire time, as well as the previous 18 years I’ve been in pain management.
“Because of the CDC guideline and the fear instilled by the DEA, my doctor is covering his ass and slowly killing me.”
— Micahel Emelio
Think about this for a minute. I have a medical need for pain meds because of an incurable condition that is causing such severe intractable pain that I’m bedridden to the point that I struggle to care for myself properly. It’s also a condition where surgery and invasive procedures are not an option, all other methods and medications have failed, and the only chance for improvement is through physical therapy. Then add the fact that my health is in a serious state of decline as a direct result of the med cuts, and he still wants to cut them even more?
Unless you’re in this boat yourself, you can’t fathom the level of stress this causes. I’m literally afraid I may have a heart attack from it.
You have to understand the impact that just one more med cut would have on me. I live alone, have no one to help me, and with the dose I’m currently at, I’m already struggling most days just to microwave a TV dinner, yet alone clean my house or even care for myself properly. If he cuts my meds any further, the effect it will have on my life will be devastating.
As I sat in my car outside his office, the only thing I could think about was that if he reduces my meds any further, not only will my pain be unbearable, but I won’t even be able to care for myself anymore. Being alone and poor, I only see two options at that point: street drugs or suicide.
Make no mistake. That is the hand that is being forced on people when intractable pain is not treated!
Never in a million years could I have imagined being in this position. But sadly, this is my reality. And the truly astonishing part of it all is that he could stop all this damage and immensely change my life for the better tomorrow, simply by prescribing 2 more tablets a day, which would still be within the CDC guideline.
But no! Because of the CDC guideline and the fear instilled by the DEA, my doctor is covering his ass and slowly killing me. It’s both staggering and terrifying knowing how much control he has over my life with just the swipe of his pen.
Which brings me to an interesting point. In medical school they teach about a thing they call the “power of the pen.” It means to make sure that what they prescribe doesn’t cause harm to the patient. I just wish my doctor realized that the power of the pen works both ways!
Michael Emelio lives in Florida. Michael lives with severe degenerative disc disease, scoliosis and fibromyalgia. He has safely used opioid medication since 2001.
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